Weird

Hi, Assalamualaikum.

I'm back again, to write something over here. Yes, something over here. Well, as you guys know, I am no more a student (secara logik tapi medicine is a long life learning dude), so rasa agak janggal sedikit,awkward.

Lately, I've been wandering around facebook and twitter and some other chat apps, where I found that, am I the only one yang rasa I am not layak for that title yet padahal I got the title already? Every of my friends yang dah grad, even after they've passed their exam (like us in Indo it is called UKMPPD), every of my friends, mostly lah will put MD behind their name or dr. in front of their name. NO NO NO I AM OKAY WITH WHAT THEY ARE DOING BECAUSE THEY DESERVED IT! It's just me....i feel weird to be called as that, you know to tell people that I have that in front of my name, to proudly tell them that yang I study this course. Wait, bukan malu, dont get me wrong, its just that I am not used to it and macam tak confident people will believe I student course I ni lol complicated human you han!

Pastu some student even belum grad they put that title in front of their name,HEY I AM OKAY WITH THAT MAKSUD I , WOW MEREKA SANGAT CONFIDENT. I have no problem with that, I am okay sbb my friend told me some did that because whenever they see nama dengan title tu rasa macam bersemangat ok ok i tak kisah pun, as i said its just me. Weird kan?

YEAH I'M A CREEP, I'M A WEIRDO~

Not only that, I tried my best not to talk about my background with new people, the only place yang memang terang terang showing my life as med student and dokter muda tu is just my fb yang hanya ada people yang I know. Yang tak know, I delete request. Ada juga kat twitter, but I don't really like post it like you know in fb i will share med thing, pictures of me and my friends, and some other stuffs, but on twitter, I usually share about my daily life or rants over stupid things lol okay aku pun tak tau kenapa, padahal i dah terang terang layak tapi aku malu. I've once uploaded my photo with a steto as my main pic but then....i deleted hahahahaha idk why maybe I'm trying to be mystery girl lol

And I prefer people to call me by name, rather than "dr" in front of my name. It's awkward. Yes maybe I am not used to it yet. But I feel shy. shy shy shy. OMG PLEASE GADDDDD. I just want to hide the fact that I've graduated and I am actually a med student, no...ok...no...ok actually a doctor, practically.

I did upload some of my photos kat IG yg menampakkan i memang amik this course but kena scroll bawah bawah then you can see because I have lotsa pictures. And those pics kan tak interesting sangat lol entah aku ni mesti ada something, like shy shy cat at certain time.

atau sbnrnya aku belum sedia atau mungkin tak hadap sangat nak bagi tau orang kahkahkah. maybe not atm lah kot. nanti bila dah rasa yakin dan layak, lol.

Dah toksah pening, super junior nak buat comeback kot tak lama lagi, jangan nak duk pening han eba lol.

Btw, belated happy birthday to my lee donghae oppa, I will always love you even when you have 1-2-3 kids. We gonna love you just like now. We are forever onlyhae. I mean, some other onlyHae and me :)

 Okay, you are not young anymore Lee Donghae but I still rasa masih macam kid, okay whatever you dah besar sekarang 31 dah, cepatlah get married before you tua lol. Dah boleh called you ahjusshi dah hmmmm hahahah

Okay sampai sini je, kalau nak review k-drama jangan lupa drop komen ye, inshaAllah kalau kdrama nye aku dah tgk, aku review.

Bye.

Terus baca blog gua walaupun gua dah dokter.