Nervous

Assalamualaikum and hi!

What an early morning post isn't? I doubt anyone will read this but somehow, I need to pour my feelings over here.

So, I am finally here, to start my housemanship. Tbh, I am a lil bit worried since I am the only HO who graduated from a non English medium uni. All my colleagues are from English medium university.  What will happened to me who is not so familiar with English terms? No matter how hard I try to understand and remember those terms in English, I could only remember the one I learnt in Indonesia *sigh*

I start to feel inferior, lol. I feel like I am useless. Most MOs told me and some of my friends that overseas grads might find housemanship a lil bit hard since we are not familiar with Malaysian system and terms. And some who graduated from Indonesia might have problem in presenting later bcs most uni in Indonesia use Indonesian language as their bahasa rasmi while teaching. The problem now is, I am the only one who graduated from Indonesia hahahahaha.

And yeah, I have few thoughts in mind too. Too many to handle that I feel like I am about to burst T-T Help me lol. Well, this week is an orientation week. It's like pengenalan. And guess what, my first rotation is Medical. First poster of first batch in medical ward. lol.

I don't know if I should be happy or not bcs I love internal medicine but it's  been 10 months I left this dept and i am wondering if I still remember everything? And it seems like there's a lot of thing that need to be accomplish in order to pass this posting. Huftttt

Will start tagging this monday, I mean tomorrow to be specific. Please pray for me. No matter where you are.

I am a lil bit nervous. Huuuu

Han