November 28, 2019

People that are meant a lot to me

Assalamualaikum and an nyeong.

It's November guys. NOVEMBER and I just off tag-ed last week. Phewww alhamdulillah. Thanks ya Allah for everything.

Well I am in this phase, what they called as second phase of Hoship, omg, where usually you will be like less interested in everything and just wanna finish all these as fast as you can. Well, in early phase, I don't have this kind of feeling, but now, I have to admit that I have this weird feeling hahahahah but, I keep telling myself that there are few people that told me so many precious things during my first year and yeah, it meant a lot to me till now, which means, I won't give up. Because I know, those people will always tell me to do good, and will always believe in what I have and what I can do.

Well, they shifted to other places, some stays, some left. And those who left to a better place and better opportunity, you guys will always stay in my heart. Those words that you guys told me, made me who i am till now. I won't give up. Because I know whatever i am doing, right now, there's always great reasons behind it.

Thank you to those people who told me great words, great stories, that helped me to go through each postings. And of course I will always pray for these people.

You guys never told me I am bad, never said I am useless. Because you guys able to see my potentials, you guys know that I can do better when I myself have doubt in myself. I will remember and pray for you guys. Eventhough chances for us to meet is very low but I will be glad if I able to meet you guys once again.

" I believe in you"
" Everyone has their own pace. You will do good"
" You need to be confident, you know so many things"
" You need to be sincere, in everything you are doing now"
" You must let people know what you feel."
"You must not let others bully you"
"You will be a great doctor. I know that"
" I am not worried about you. I am not worried about anything. Because wherever you go, I know you will do great"

And so on...

For  this human with lack of confident, I am touched with your words. Thank you. I know, houseman isn't easy. It's a learning process, to make you a better human, better doctors. Thank you for not telling me bad words, for not telling me I am stupid, for not comparing me, for not  saying hurtful words. Thank you.

You guys meant a lot to me.
During my rough days, remembering all your words, made me happy again.
I love you guys.
Please be happy, wherever you are.

Himnae!

Han 

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