AidilfitriPKP 2021

 Hi. Assalamualaikum everyone.

Sihat ke tu? Semoga semua orang safe dekat rumah and sihat sihat belaka. Semoga sentiasa dalam rahmat-Nya.

Sekejap je dah end of May. Tak sempat gapo gapo, tahu tahu nanti dah tahun baru kahkahkahkah. Aduhai.

So, tak lambat kan for me to say selamat hari raya to all my followers yang still reading my blog. Maaf zahir batin. Sorry kalau ada salah silap. Ughh, I rarely update about k-drama and kpop since last year due to my " business ". Now pun still busy owkay. Hahaha.

So far dah nak masuk 3 months dah duduk new place, but still adapting at my best. To my surrounding, people and yeah everything. Well I am sure if you guys know me personally, I am that kind of reserved person, a little bit introvert and will only talk to people I find comfortable. I am not loud , but yeah I still able to communcate hahahah

I am leaving my covid team soon as I have to start to work with general non-covid patients. I am a little bit worry as my knowledge is not that good. I am still learning and still stupid hahahaha but if people willing to teach me, I will be grateful and I am sure I will become someone great. This is not sembang okay, betul betul ni. It's just that I wish takde orang malignant that can hurt me with their words. I is takut. 

People yang pernah kerja with me should know la how clumsy I am, how worried I am. Because I left medical quite a while ago and float for a while in general then join pulak covid. Sometimes rasa ilmu tak cukup. Takut sangat nak kerja balik in general ward. Uhuk. But somehow I have to start working. I have to start my real journey. 

Someone told me to be brave and jangan takut. I will try. Up until now I memang takut but I hope I can do well. I am just too particular and clumsy sometimes. I need to learn banyak banyak lagi to jadikan myself a very knowledgeable person.

Btw, raya PKP dah, esok start total lockdown dekat malaysia ni. Harap sangat kes turun. Everyday case 5-6k. Memang sangat banyak at point aku and team sangat penat dengan admission banyak. At the same time kesian jugak dengan patient. As I said in my previous post, banyak orang kehilangan mata pencarian, kebebasan sampailah orang tersayang. It's sad but it's happening.

Taknak type panjang panjang. Just a little update before June.

Stay safe everyone.

Han