Some simple rants

Do you know that sometimes expressing feelings would be something that is hard, not as easy as just saying and expressing?

Yes, not everyone is good in expressing including me.

I am sometimes shy, even with people I know but yeah, not everyone know that.

It is never wrong to not be able to express much, because you were born that way.

The issue arise when you want to express but you can’t and the worst part, no one could really understand you.

Ugh, i know exactly how it feels.

It’s difficult. How i wish i am good in expressing my opinion and true feelings.

It’s difficult for everyone too.

So many things happened, I feel like giving up.

I cried a lot this week, and I can’t really tell people and expressed how I really feel.

When people talk to me, and get into misunderstanding, it is always me, the one who will never say anything. Some people never bother to ask, are you okay? What actually happened? 

I hope sometimes people will let me talk, and express things that I’ve been holding on to.

So many things happened, that make me realised that this path maybe not for someone like me. Maybe I should really reconsider, reconsider my life plan kot.

I easily feel demotivated, but I managed to stay positive until June this year. I went through a lot last year, how people treat me and how people KESIAN at me. I don’t want to comment about being kesian but it seems everyone very kesian with me, I hope it’s genuine lol.

I don’t know if I can stay positive throughout my life.

I am just tired of everything now.

I just want to leave, to somewhere I can breath, with someone I can talk to.

But that is very impossible, you know. 

Idk what i am good at, but i am sure, there’s at least something?

This week is too much for me. I really want to stop the time. I really want to leave. I really want to stop everything. I just want to sleep, until further notice. I am really tired. Only Allah knows.

Idk, hm

Han